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My Label : RINNA I fell to SAMSARA on 25 Sep 93 FULL Attachments with BeverlyBenLim and Emperor of course, Many many FOODS!! Schooling in Republic Poly, Pharmaceutical Science :) I am simply CRAZY toward ICE CREAM!!!!! Follow me in twitter: twitter.com/#!/MeIsRinna Find me in fb: www.facebook.com/rinna.owyong Melodies
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Thursday, November 24, 2011
Pig. my emperor bought it for me :D My piggy that sleeps with me every night is from wallaby! On board the airplane back to sg :D Piggy. OINK OINK Wednesday, November 23, 2011
emperor back to sg!  Without him beside me is like a dream. Time passes so quickly... Not that I enjoy the times without him, but I too not enjoying the time when I miss him. I did many thing associated with him.. eg: drinking his favourite drinks. He gradually, became a part of me. It's called Attachment. I realised how attachment has cause much suffering... Mindfully looking on my inner emotions and feeling. My mindfulness come about from the time when I watched a movie on my own. Even though I was alone, but i wasn't lonely, however, I realize how lonely i will become if i go out with the group of friends. Sounded illogical but I am true... I feel more distance with the groups than myself... okay, I am grown used to being with me, myself and I. 3week, 3week we would have changes into us... I am quite anxious to see how much my this boy had changed...But hope everything is a good changes :)))) "You are stuck in my heart, like counting a million stars, for that many reason you are <3" Love, Rinna <3 "gathering" After TCC I went to AMK to meet matt and his gf Jeanne, yi jie and his gf zayn, des and sherman. OKAY, even though i may feel left out at times, but gathering with them let me observe a thing. Their changes. I mean I see them changing, but this time, it's a tremendous changes... Went home with Sherman and had a small talk, of course not about the newly couples, but it's about him. Somehow, I feel he really had a lot of pressure... hmm I guess pressure is not a word to describe... I just hope everyone really can be alone but not feel lonely. Seriously. I really wish that for 11.11. All the best for the Singles! everyone will meet Mr right or Ms right at different point of time. So don't feel being left out and unloved :)  TCC  I was in TCC today for SSM! Learnt a lot of thing from Mr Roger Chan :) Fierce AR! hmm so shock to know that next week is our proficiency test 2 section a and b... It's sounded damn scary! Like, we need to memorise all the description on the alacart menu.. total, 7 pages... No words are supposed to be left out.. So it's a great deal of Stress to me... SSM for now is FUN! Even though it's tiring but it's still have this fun elements inside. We may be complaining alot about failing the grooming checks but, afterall, we started to bond. surprisingly, SSM bond us even better than the times we are in Sentosa! So that's my day, waking up at 4.30am just for the whole day of lesson. Monday, November 21, 2011
what is it?  Just got a feeling of distance. Is it the 3 weeks when you are gone, you are starting to enjoy your one person and your buddy life? When I was in the bus talking to you in the phone, you told me to stop talking about me, telling me to talk about other things... "what do you want to hear?" Tell me now, what should I do? What are the topic that we can say? camp finally ended. :) all ends well and left only memories behind. Friday, November 18, 2011
In dilemma... I feel stuck, in the context on school work... I just feel stupid now, the confident me disappear. I suddenly found an insecure me again, and what am I supposed to do.. Putting too much pressure on myself... The once me was gone. I don't look forward for the camp honestly. There are just too much things to worry about... Thing goes wrong will go wrong, have to tell myself that. I misses everything. Every single things... Somehow, I wanted to sit somewhere and enjoy the breeze on my own. " just want to"- desire. Anyway, i need to stop ranting... shall do work! cheers ps: You can do it, it your choice. Saturday, November 12, 2011
Dedication post to my dear lydia... Dear Lydia, That moments in the bus will always stay within it... Somehow, when we were chatting on some sensitive topic, I realize that I shouldn't ask too much about it..But I do hope that after sharing with me and talking it out had make you feel better... You have been strong :) Very strong indeed... I mean, through the whole conversation you had not cried but still staying cheerful... But i know within me , you are hurt. Maybe I wasn't helping you but i did promise you that you will find someone better. I am Serious... You will Find someone who is better in appreciating you and understanding you.. An awesome you do deserve an awesome another yeah :D I am happy that you are in a brighter side now :D remember to fall on me, vanessa, alicia and joelyn and your friends... I strongly believe they are there for you always... The feeling of hurt will gradually subside. I am not you so I wouldn't know how much you had felt or the feeling and emotion you had but I know, this strong girlfriend of mine will be fine :)) If you feel you had changes, it's a good thing, because nothing stays forever :) everyone changes every second. Every single things changes too ... Lastly, I love you :) stay cheerful and smile always :D See you soon! Rinna ^^  So long.. I miss my emperor so much! THE DISTANCE FROM SINGAPORE TO WALLABY IS 15385KM OR 9560MILES. We are so far apart.... I got to be strong and he should be enjoying himself with his buddies :) He even make me jealous by telling me he saw 3 shooting star in one night of his stay... Finally, the first week of his stay is over, 2 more weeks and i can see my beloved bf :) Hope he still remember me waiting for him in SG... Bad news came... When he is back from Wallaby, i doubt i had the time to spare for him... That week is like torture week.. I had MICE lesson on friday morning 9am and I had ticketing test on friday too... Thought only my thurs and friday will be pack but even worse news came! on 26 nov i will have to attend a SIP lecture... This meant I will only have my full day accompany him on Sunday, hope I don't meet to do any project meetings with any group mates... I decide to settle BESE first since it's an much easier project... Many ppl say my MICE won't work out! but I still believe we can do it... I don't know any of my teammates, but I choose to believe... If there is a will, there is a way right? :) Hope to prove everyone wrong and do well in the project... SSM test is coming soon.... I need to practise more... Especially the plate holding... I simply too week... Time is running out for me... Wonder why i strive so hard this sem? I want to raise my GPA up badly... Last sem was my worse semester ever, This sem, I need to work double hard... But not hard till I have no life... I do love to do other stuff... Awaken camp is coming soon and I will be part of the team.. Hope every thing goes well and I am pretty excited to see my juniors... Especially my fellow friends whom I had not met since i stop returning to KMS... Busy girl93 yeah.. Hehe okay, stop all the ranting :) I Love my boy :) RIIIIIIIINNA signing off~  ps. don't she looked like me? |
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