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THE LABELS, THE CONCEPTS. My Label : RINNA I fell to SAMSARA on 25 Sep 93 FULL Attachments with BeverlyBenLim and Emperor of course, Many many FOODS!! Schooling in Republic Poly, Pharmaceutical Science :) I am simply CRAZY toward ICE CREAM!!!!! Follow me in twitter: twitter.com/#!/MeIsRinna Find me in fb: www.facebook.com/rinna.owyong Melodies Create a playlist at MixPod.com Archives July 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, May 19, 2011 Such a hectic life of a SINGAPOREAN. I realise how pathetic our life could be. We are studying for the sake of an unknown future, for the sake of survival in the society. We are rushing and rushing thing everyday for the unknown purpose. We are turning older, we work for the sake of our children, for our survival, for our unknown future and our children unknown future, trying to shape theirs future in our own mind. We are constantly unleashing our mind toward thoughts which was for the unknown. Foolish right? We are all struggling in this hectic life, no escaping. Wednesday, May 18, 2011 Busy-ing Will not be blogging long post for this month :(( Reasons 1) projects 2) projects 3) Projects and many more... yup that all ya... Tired much much... Monday, May 16, 2011 Tired of life? School wasn't fun when you got to rush if you woke up late. Yep overslept by half and hour today. I blame it on myself for being lazy hehe. Not much today, lesson and lecture. The project brief was indeed brief. So much things need to DIY. Event planning is hard. But not as challenging as Hort Park and resort Ops i hope. Hort park project was over our abilities i think... every area of hortpark need to revamp... Tough. hehe. Next week having test :(((((( ARG! Need to do more research on resort Ops and festival. festival decided to go to kallang instead of the merlion hotel... haix.. need to research again :( haix indecisiveness in whatever you do for projects kills, hope i learnt my lesson yup. Looking forward on the 16th and 17th for the event :))) Got to stayover at kms hehehe! gonna do my studies and work there since matthew will be there helping out too ... Emperor block leave! hehehe but i got no time luh ... I have school and projects to rush... hahaah it's good that he don't mind being ignore by mee~~ hehehe I also want to have time for him but pirority right??? hehe! will eat dinner with him i guess :) I have a good Bf :D Couldn't find my love love beverly this week and next week ... hope she is well with her first avenue.. hehehe :) Singapore is getting so warm!! Couldn't take the heat. I switch on the fan and air-con together when i am going to sleep seriously, this temperature made me sleep so uncomfortably. Thinking of lecture tomorrow i lost my motivation.. hmm if i skipped it i will be haing a record of not going it's lecture thrice from first lecture till tomorrow.. So should I skip???? Grumbling girl. Missed two post. Missed 2 post for a reason.. BUSY WITH MY FEM (festival event management) report. Yup, I was only 1/2 done with it... I procrastinating my completion of the work now... lazy I guess... Yup, went for Singapore Biennale 2011 - Singapore Art Museum and 8Q.... hahaha I think i only like one exhibit out of a numbers... The gore of the artwork of the human being stabbed with different equipment hehehe... So lesson tomorrow very early. 9am :( got to sleep early too... oink oink Wednesday, May 11, 2011 Projects. I am busy-ing with projects... It driving me crazy but I am gonna deal with it ... Emperor is being stress up by me I guess. I had been ignoring him ever since i am busy with school... Really sorry to him, but studies come first. So I just hope i can finished everything like soon :) Somehow We got to deal with stress :D Like what my emp say : what don't kill you make you stronger :) just take up the challenge :) hehehe. I want to sit cable car >. Random rants. Tuesday, May 10, 2011 sleepy. I think I will sleep early today seriously. I overslept in the mrt from raffles all the way to Yew tee... To think that I missed woodland stop!!!! hmm so will not be blogging a lot gonna sleep. Anyway, my emperor bring me to cable car for my attraction project :)))) hehehe I am still considering , if the prices are too expensive I may consider other attraction :) I am tired , should go sleep now :) nite nite :D Monday, May 9, 2011 Coincidence. Was slacking at home :) yup busy with the festival report outline... Sound Woah if you are thinking that i had finished it up but I am apparently still stuck yep. Not done with anything... It's easy to say I can DO IT! It's hard to DO IT . hehehe, Stuck till I decided to go out for a breather :) Call Chloe's boss today and got to know about the awaken challenge. So I am gonna join it yup. Hmm So went to city hall for dinner :) hehehe beverly bought her bag hehe I think she happy :) So I hasn't seen any clothes that suits me... O i love a bag... but too EX.. not worth the price :( So was heading down back home and Coincidentally i met my Emperor' sis hehe on the train too. haha didn't expect to see her. Had strawberry sundae while walking back home... School tomorrow at 9am haix~~~ Sunday, May 8, 2011 I feel lost. LOST in what I got to do. LOST in my responsibilities. LOST along with the time passes. LOST in my chain of thoughts. LOST everything. Elections Election results shows a few things. 1) PAP even though Won 81 seats, but only two had a rise of their vote ; Potong Pasir and Ang Mo Kio... Other states votes had dropped tremendously as compared to 2006 ( in my context) . This analysed that PAP got to make a better change within the 5 year if they would want to maintain or win more people vote. SERIOUSLY. I am looking forward to the next election hehehe... GONNA be involved!! 2) YEAH! Worker parties WON aljunied !!! hehehe Forcast it's already. hehehe They did a good job in the campaigning I guess. PAP too fight a good one. I guess we need to see changes at times right :) Let give the opposition to have a chance to make their track records :) Let see what it's can change the homes of the resident of Aljunied :) All my relative living there so I am interested in it. 3) Nicole Seah may be in the non parliament constituency :) NSP marine parade :) Hehe , i guess because of her, election is fun . even though NSP lost to PAP on Marine Parade GRC, It's was a pretty good fight and we can see the potential of Nicole Seah in politics. She really did show out her maturity and thinkings. 4) The intense Fight between both parties really led more young Singaporean to be interested in the politics :) We are being more interested in making a change for the future and we are more concerned on what we want for Singapore to progress :) We the younger generation are no longer blur blur and even if we are not in the voting, this had make growth in our knowledge of our country better and political issues :) Hurray! Proud to be Singaporean :D Friday, May 6, 2011 Sakae~~ hohoho! I love sakae with my boy :) Yup today is my turn to treat him heheh. not bad.. but i got small appetite today, but got 2 stick of ice cream for supper, super fattening... So was late for the lecture today i missed 3/4 of it, nonetheless, at least i did go for it ... So good student right ... Feeling unhappy once again... Due to my boy got to book in on sunday afternoon... I cannot go kms this week but to pei him... haix who ask him complaint complaint i didn't spent sunday with him often... Give excuse tell me pei him... Boy got many many mosquito bites... hehehehe army mosquitoes are so strong... Many projects are gonna due end of this month and need to start doing it... All tutor only know how to say you all should start early, they really nv think twice. We got so many module, everything start early we will have to stat early for more than one project. Really never think de leh the tutors... Even APEL also got the service reflection really WMT TTM. CCL for the Entrepreneurship project seriously... Like APEL, it's only pass or fail. The only Project I am worrying now is the group project. Tutor keep saying small scale, small scale, LOL whatever he raise up is regard to Large SCALE ok... RASA sentosa is a LARGE SCALE RESORT okay!!!! Catching Fast and Furious with emperor tomorrow :) hehehe. Tired and sleepy... nite! Thursday, May 5, 2011 Physically Restless. Feeling lazy today...Very restless, Moving slowly. Rainbow isn't a rainbow in the first place. We need the rain and the sun and the right cause, conditions to make it to pretty rainbow. What am I talking about??! hehehe, feel like making myself a daily planner to plan my stuff properly... Hehe, I want to see a Rainbow... hmm, I want to see ice creams, I want to see Beverly :) hehehe very long never see my love love already... She and me having a busy schedule in school :((( Emperor not back till tomorrow, but good times fast end... enjoying my 3day "singled" life now. No phone calls, no smses from him. I wouldn't say I not missing him, but somehow, I still want to know his whereabout hehehe, somewhere in the green forest of Singapore I guess... So I see my boy soon...Real Soon... Tomorrow friday le... I am stuck with going or not going the makeup lecture tomorrow... Damn boring lah.. That lecturer need to have oral exams... Seriously.. Monotone in lesson, talk naggingly, his voice is seriously can cure INSOMNIA . He can be a psychiatrist. Can I take a break ?? I ♥ Popcorn! (random*) Wednesday, May 4, 2011 No motivations or Not determined enough? I decide not to blog what I was doing today, it's would be boring I repeatedly blog about my day. Just a question I was reflecting on when I was on my way back home. What is the purpose of your life? What is your Goal? What do you really want to achieve? What motivate you to do whatever you are doing? What makes yourself push to the limit? why you feel like giving up? So you can see that my emotions and thoughts are arising. Yup, being trapped in the world where it's called Rinna's mind. I was caught up with a lot of question for Rinna to answer. Yup you may think that I am crazy, but seriously, What is the purpose of Rinna in this world? What is Rinna goal? What Rinna want to achieve?? Rinna wasn't motivated to do anything. Why??? What has push Rinna to the Limit??? The weirdest Question I ask was, Who is this RINNA? I starting to feel scary right? hehehe I am not a crazy girl no worry, I just like to label my mind as Rinna as it's what Rinna was made from. Your minds tell you I am Rinna, then I am Rinna. It's all up to the mind right? I am pretty unmotivated for schooling and doing anything. Yup, no motivation to keep me going. I was about to break down already. I always wanted to rest but What had I done actually to make myself so tired? hmm. I don't know. I just feel tired of Life being Just THIS WAY. No determination to move on without a purpose. But what up with the purpose? I need Time for "myself" I guess. I want to know Rinna better. I want to Know what Rinna wants. Being unmotivated and pushing on with this mind would not only make me Mentally tired, but make myself even more confuse with the terminology of Rinna. I know you don't understand this post, me too. I don't understand too. Rinna's mind is working again. Tuesday, May 3, 2011 Late. Yup, I was late for today Accounting tutorial :( Why?? Several reasons, causes, conditions. 1) I woke up only at 7.40am. However I left house at 8am. 2) I board a MRT with many problems. It stopped 5 time and someone fainted in the MRT, too crowded I guess. A woman fainted in my cabin, so someone told me to press the Red button and call for the train master,but, being blur, I thought it was a joke and ( if i press it without reason i will be fined $5000). So not taking the risk, I decided to let the person press it himself since he got an idea what is going on. So the woman was being dragged out of the Mrt to the platform. But after that the MRT still Jam twice :( 3) I don't know where is blk D where my classroom is , so was running around finding for my class. Lunch with Van, Alicia, J-anne, Joelyn, Alvinjit, Ben :) hehehe my lunch was super expensive. The quantities go with the prices I guess. Had a $6 fried pineapple rice with $2 honey lemon :) Nice combo i think hahaha! Lots of carbo from the fried rice. So afternoon was fun since we clash lecture in the morning. After entro, J-anne, Joelyn, Nadea, Ben,Gaya, Ben went to hang around in Vivo :) Ben wore high heels before??!! hahaha He told us that when he was young, he wore his mum high heels and walk around whenever his mother are tired from walking with her heel. AWW such a filial son right~ . So we walk walk and go home :) yeah ! Went back to woodland and find myself hungry... I decided to shop in Fair price. bought a bottle of green tea and cup noodles :) I find myself being SHORT... Short hands too. I wasn't able to reached for my green tea, so I decided to reached it twice, tipping toes. Yup, i failed! So a kind hearted guy helped me to reach for me. After giving me my bottle of green tea, the first thing he ask : " are you from RP??" I just looked blur and say " I from TP, thanks." ( well, do I have RP face?) Walk away to buy my stuff :) It was going to rain when I walk home... So was enjoying my cup noodles and green tea now :) Happy life :P Monday, May 2, 2011 Free and Easy. I suddenly appreciate holiday. Even it's only for a day. Free and Easy, Stress free~ Today I spent my time with my parents :) Hehehe spent the whole afternoon sleeping and lazing around... Do tutorial for accounting. I am a lazy girl today hehehe! So i was lazy to print tomorrow lecture notes. Guess I will photocopy from whoever tomorrow :) Yup, i need to collate Rasa Sentosa Field trip assignment so we can start our project quickly... LOL i know I abit Kiasu, but the dateline for a report is on the 30th May, i got no time to do according to my schedule on my activities and time... This will be the plan for tomorrow 3 hours break. bring Lappy go school :((( The Singfest only available on 20th-22th, So I decided not to go since I not free that week.Too much activities that has been planned on that week, I need a break. Dinner was nice in Ang Mo Kio :) bought necessaries like facial wash etc. Help my emperor buy his facial wash since the place sold it cheaper than Watson.. LOL, sound so auntie right~~ Waiting for my night call and I am going to bed early! Tomorrow I had school at 9am, irritating TTM! Random Rants 犀利人妻 This drama about two timer. This guy don't know how to appreciate his wife. In the end he got nothing while the wife get "everything" that a life can be. She experience high and low of her life. Changes occurs, and this show that love is fragile. Sometime, we got to know and learn to appreciate every person. Times fly. I had some friends who could not move on , being sad, being emotional, due to their previous relationship. Couldn't blame them for being faithful, loyal, giving out in a relationship and got "nothing" in return. Some may earn experience and learn to be brave and move on. Some are still living in the misery. In life, we got to know not to cry for the sunset of the sun, but to be at the moment, enjoying the process of the sunset. Who knows the stars are shinning brightly for you later on. Don't miss anything , Don't grasp on to the past. No point, even if he is coming back for you, you have to realise how different your feeling toward him. You may love him before, now, then but recognising that it's not forever, not permanent in that stage. Love is always changing. Appreciate the changes, loving is more than just purely feelings and emotion. Love is a blindfold that covers your eyes. What you see that is bad about him, it's good. you are being hypotise by it, being immerse with the illusion of "good", "happiness". Love is inception . It has many layers. Love is beyond the layer of having someone or something as your own. Sunday, May 1, 2011 Forget it. Such a Forgetful day. 1) I forgot to bring my phone. 2) I forgot emperor's reminder to bring my lappy ( got to return home twice) 3) I forgot emp booking in today 4) I forgot to have my breakfast... end up seeing emp eat == 5) I forgot to top up my card for bus... End up paying 2 more dollars :( 6) I forgot what I want to write. Huff!
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