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MY CONCEPTS, MY LABELS ,MY PERSPECTIVES
PAST,PRESENT,FUTURE
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THE LABELS, THE CONCEPTS.

My Label : RINNA

I fell to SAMSARA on 25 Sep 93

FULL Attachments with

BeverlyBenLim and Emperor

of course, Many many FOODS!!


Schooling in Republic Poly, Pharmaceutical Science :)
I am simply CRAZY toward ICE CREAM!!!!!

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Thursday, September 29, 2011
I miss you, I am not missing you

Ever been in a confusion? Like you missing someone but not missing that person too?

Without my boy this few day wasn't so bad actually. I do miss him. But I miss someone even more! Beverly had not meet me for quite some time. Yup! So excited to meet her on Friday! I got her corn soup ingredients ready!

I dreamt about someone and it really creep me out! When people say you think the person in the day, you dreamt of him in the night... But honestly I had not think of the person and the event for so many years... The event that I thought was over , flashes back to me with horror and fear. Somehow, letting go is just merely words. I am not brave afterall.

I just hope I will not think too much :| boy has always been there for me when I need a listening ear. But often I remain quiet about it. It my fear, my problem.. Somehow, I starting to lack trust toward people. I tried to pull out a protective cover. It not gonna solve any problem, and I know it.

For now I would try my best to get over it. I promised boy that I would and I could. I need to be alright again soon.

I don't know how long, but I can do it.
There is always a way out , only if I try.

Monday, September 26, 2011
Legal clan!

I am finally legal! Hahahaha ! Not much celebration done for it... Anyway, enjoyed myself yesterday! Okay I got nothing to post already hehe

Tuesday, September 20, 2011
nature of the mind.

Few days been figuring it out.

figuring what is the nature of mind.

what is fear?

Some people fear of losing.
Some people fear of dying.
Some people fear of pest.
Some people fear of their past.
Some people fear of falling in love.
Some people fear of getting hurt.

So many type of fear that is fear by many including me.
So many unhappiness and stagnation cause by fear.
Why can't we see it as it is and move on.
Be in the present.
Be courage.
Be brave.
We can break through the fear.

YOU + I = US

Cherishing every moment when i am with you.
Appreciating every single things associated with you.
Sharing all the unhappiness and happiness with you.
Learning all the things that was said by you.
Experiencing what is called love with you.

You are a dream.
You are an illusion.
You are an attachment.
You and I make a US and a WE

but you know, the saddest thing of all is to know that all this are impermanent.

Sunday, September 18, 2011
sucha long time no blog.

Yup, i am missing my posting already... even though this two week has been my slackest week ever .... I couldn't find any job but anyway, i enjoying staying at home seriously...

so today went out with my boy boy and nothing much to write about... I still think that we aere a fairy tale, but there is no definite Happily ever after on the ending. i cherise every moment with him and we did a heart to heart talk today about his decision to sign on..

yup, it the second time we seriously sit down and was talking like two adult.. hehe.. in the end, he is going to sign on after his ord and a break, i respect his decision as it will be his life and he should be responsible for it. He compliment me today as " finally talking sense" hhaha I guess he meant mature...

I getting fatter during the holiday... seriously... I don't like my fatty self now.. I need to cut down my weight... I m serious... or how many time has I been serious... this time i am really considering it hehe..

so i should restrain myself. From all the sweet stuff and eating too full... EXERCISE more!! sInce it's holiday i had the time to do more sport and exercise :)

Gambatte!!

Monday, September 12, 2011
phone.

i really had a great headache about my phone. seriously. my phone is GG.com already.

HOW?

SHOULD i GET A BLACKBERRY?
what should i get.. i don't intend to get a Iphone. always drop my phone so it's not a good choice.

Saturday, September 10, 2011
So many Questions.

I really wanted some answers.

What is the different Faith and Blind Faith?

After thinking about it, I only had an answer to myself. Please find Tenga Rinpoche and ask him. Of course, I wanted to ask him to teach and give an oral transmission on the heart sutra. However, apparently he is away in malaysia. I hope he come back soon.

ok bad to the initial question. Faith or blind faith.

It's a terminology of a believer and a blind believer. No matter what, you still need the faith to give you the motivation in search for the truth. whether a not if it a faith or a blind faith. I remember Tenga Rinpoche said before, when i asked him how do i know if i am following the Buddha teaching and was on the right path, he said, "as long as you are feeling happy when you practice, feel good about it, lessen on anger, craving and hatred, you are correct" . Simple? yup his explanation was so simple to understand and it's was always imprinted in my head.

I also did remember that I asked him about buddha nature, he just replied, " anything that has thoughts has buddha nature :) " he is a very good teacher I had met and his words are very easily understood. I really regreted that day i didn't ask him more but not to be greedy. I had an answer that was so amusing from him. I asked " do i need to be a nun to attain enlightenment?" he replied with a smile " nun or not, if you do not practice the dharma, you are still stuck in samsara" Yes he was exactly right. I am really stuck in samsara. I don't like practising because i am simply Lazy.

okay. his words make me more guilty. I dun like practising honestly. especially meditation and chanting was the worse. But after his word, i really started myself a minute meditation. i hope a minute meditation can become a habit tendency for now, but in the end, i need to remove it. ok lets not think too far.

Dharma is an important raft for me now. I need it to cross the river. but when i get there, I would have fear. I would grab onto the raft. I am speaking the truth. EVERYONE HAS FEAR. Last question for Tenga Rinpoche was :" how to remove the fear winthin us, in regards to death, changes, instability, fear of enlightenment."

that all for today.



Wednesday, September 7, 2011
i guess

i am just too paranoid or Kaypo...



Sunday, September 4, 2011
didn't blog for some time.

Yup, missing my post already?

Didn't had the chance to blog after exam!! HooRAY! H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!

Went to the chalet last night nd spent the whole night there " party-ing, see "duck", playing tower defend( i am a pro :p) and EAT AND EAT AND EAT! Yup, went off early in the morning at 7am just to go and had a quiet breakfast alone at YISHUN. Was also waiting for my dear to finished running 21 km race @ the city but after having my breakfast. I CMI. my eyes was like dozing off even when i was eating. So i went back home for a nap.

Okay, Boy find me at around 11am with his brother driving him to my place. We later went to his house and I really could not tahan the tireness. I fell asleep. So boy was understanding and didn't wake me up at all. when i wake i found myself on his bed sleeping for around 5 hours. i wake at 5pm. hehe so lunch was skipped. My boy was tired too so he told me he was sleeping with me at the side round an hour after carrying me to his bed. PHEW! I was super heavy to him i think :)

the whole night with sleeping and make my skin conditon go WORSE. really so i am so gonna sleep now and do a mask tomorrow before meeting boy for MOVIE :) Final destination 5. missed it when i was having exam the monday.

so chao~

nite ppl.

ps: when i am with you learn to love smile laugh and live like "normal"

Thursday, September 1, 2011
differences

what is the differences between bored and sian. ( from Qi Xin tweet)

=0= AND -0-

the stress killing me

I f i haven got attraction a D+ FROM the damn Mr LOW, I wun be caring to study seriously... IF EVEN THING IS APPLY then I really dunno how to study for it as the purpose of studying is like for the sake of it.
ARE SIMPLY IMPERMANENT
CHANGING from MOMENTS TO MOMENTS.