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THE LABELS, THE CONCEPTS. My Label : RINNA I fell to SAMSARA on 25 Sep 93 FULL Attachments with BeverlyBenLim and Emperor of course, Many many FOODS!! Schooling in Republic Poly, Pharmaceutical Science :) I am simply CRAZY toward ICE CREAM!!!!! Follow me in twitter: twitter.com/#!/MeIsRinna Find me in fb: www.facebook.com/rinna.owyong Melodies Create a playlist at MixPod.com Archives July 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, August 31, 2011 feel like yup! just have the feel like blogging today! Okay, without confessing I had dinner @subway and @home, i had lunch at home for dumpling. Of course a girl best friend is the dessert. I had mango pomelo sago :) Super happy and cheer me up. Really. ILR paper was indeed a disappointment. But nothing is more worse than accounting hahaha! Amazing, today was not a foody day , it's bf day. Even though he was so tired after his gradma burial, he was finding me :) Guess he miss me or he realise how important I am. haha i guess not the latter hahaha! He didn't sent me home today due to his tireness and he is gonna book in at night. So i went home myself. Not the feeling of sad or something, I just have the feel to go home myself even though he asked me umpteen times whether i wanted him to bring me home. I just feel I need some time alone to accept things and sort out my feeling. He make me smile once again by sweet words. hehe I guess i am such a soft hearted person. He reminded me the analogy he used when i don't get the sweetness inside. " dear, remember every beat my heart pound, i love you and every air particle i breathe i miss you." okay too mushy for me. But girls like sweet stuff right? but I would love him more if he said " dear, remember if you get hungry , i will always not stop you from eating what you like and let you continue to eat as fat as you want cause I just want you to eat only. " okay, NO GUY WILL SAY THAT TO A GIRL. HAHA, sudden feel of having Icecream. but can't! I had to slim down. Reduction of carbo intake already. I just need exercises. 45kg Jiayous! * my brother was funny just now : " if someone say i love you and i will marry you, i will reply : FK YOU! if you die the next second HOW!" hahaha he is really funny :) LOVE DES! MY BROTHER! :) should oink oink now :) Monday, August 29, 2011 Stress level Hehe! My stress level went down by 90% after accounting paper. Accounting was a mess. Oh well, can't do anything about it already. Rinna, gotta get over it. So instead of eating, I decide to have a facial mask and went for a 30 minute nap hehe! Symphony has done well to calm me down though, especially, Beethoven and Bach. Yup, recently feeling insecurity . I don't know Why but it will go off. I know it will go off. because there is changes right? Concentrating on studies now. I had 2 more papers to go. haix. I feeling dejected especially my attraction. I want to pull it up to at least a C. Is it really gonna work? Stress AGAIN. Sunday, August 28, 2011 In a mess. I don't know why my mood is in a mess now. Seriously being igitated. stress over the things I don't get the answer for. O NOW HOW! Saturday, August 27, 2011 Can't do anything about it. Once it's over, it's over. You just can't do anything about it seriously. Telling myself that repeating. ROM paper was a disappointment. Didn't come anything from his hint. Mr Trevor cheated our feeling. I guess. Missing his Lectures seem to be worth it. Friday, August 26, 2011 ROM ROM I just hope what i had read is inside my brain haha!!! I hope and pray. Pls let me score this paper . Thursday, August 25, 2011 ROM tomorrow having ROM exam. even though it's 40% but I need to score well to maintain or even make my GPA higher... Haven beed into studying so seriously before. The greatest fear would be accounting. 70% is on accounting. Omy, I really need to push myself for it. exam STRESS !!! I am losing time. I just found out how much time had I lose. Seriously, I cannot finished my revision. I need more time. More concentration. Do I really sound greedy? okay, just last one. MORE FOOD! especially the Italian dessert I been craving for : panna cotta. looks yummy isn't it?! hungrygal93 Wednesday, August 24, 2011 results. I got my biggest Shock after checking my attraction grades. I had a D+. the worse subject ever. Yes, I am angry because I really work very hard for this subject. Especially on my individual project, doing so many researches, opening so many tabs for it. I even read up on the cable car thingy for hong kong. Utterly disappointed. YES, I AM CRYING OVER SPILL MILK. Cried because my hard work didn't paid off. Cried because I will have my gpa drop so much. what can I do now other than working hard for the exam. Please make all my subjects grades better in the coming exams. Prayed. Tuesday, August 23, 2011 习惯就好 也许是我太习惯有人陪的感觉吧， 我开始不喜欢一个人的感觉。 压力着“做不好考试怎么办”， 不是我不努力， 只是力不从心。 我因这些变成了大吃胖妹！ 怎么办呢？ 我很想吃。。。 一切是不是能习惯就好呢？ 也许吧。 Badly. I need a study partner tomorrow... Badly need to study. Monday, August 22, 2011 eat and eat and eat i need a way to get out from eating! Saturday, August 20, 2011 Fear Fear of changes. Fear of the uncertainties. Fear of what I could not had. isn't THIS FEAR my obstacle that make me unable to move on? Fear of Change is death. A Line. Am I being paranoid ? Am I being just unreasonable? I really tried to stay calm and understand you, but I just feel you are imposing so many things on me. I really feel the burden. Yes, I agree I had been used to it, but somehow, my tolerant had reached to the limit. I am used to it is an excuse I used to comfort myself. In actual fact, I am not used to it. I just feel you can understand me better. I know how unreasonable I am, but isn't getting the peace between us is just letting each other a step? I had given the step but you had not. Frankly, I am really unhappy about it. I really had crossed my line of tolerant. Thursday, August 18, 2011 Tomorrow. Planning to go out for a jog tomorrow... Should I? Days of food HUNTING Smurf yogurt!!! Me and Bev 's mouths Blue Blue!! Shoot the rabbit hahaha!!! was @ HANS with Bev for CAKES! Random toilet @iluma hehe! she is kinda like her new phone cam!! I feel very lucky to find a friend who has the "same passion" for food?? haha for Most of the things. She is my LES PARTNER! hahahh!! I Love Her as much as my BOY! A quote of dedication. When we honestly asked ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions or cures, have chosen rather to share out pain and touch our wound with a warm and tender hand. The friend can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of powerless, that is a friend who cares. ~Henri Nouwen Special Dedication to: Beverly, Joelyn, Jayanne, Vannesa, Lydia, Alicia, Qi Xin, Christine, Brant, Jeff, Adrienne ,Matthew, Sherman, Shu Wen, Wei Xiang, Brandon, Xiang Yi,Norine and many more who always stand by me :) Wednesday, August 17, 2011 accounting. Decided to spent some time on my accounting today... :) Tuesday, August 16, 2011 I need a jogging partner!! I need a jogging partner. Who on? Foody! Happy birthday to teacher jing rui !! hehe.. meet my les partner today!!! okay. I gues i ate alot today... Too many fattening stuff hahaha!!! -popiah plus barley (TAS cafe) -dumpling set ( just asia ) -earl grey plus chef salad ( secret recipe ) - tiramisu! (han's) - fried rice plus curry plus steamed pumpkin plus SOUP! Fat fat Rinna.. OMG... need to run! Monday, August 15, 2011 Simple can be complicated, complicated can be simple. Things can be simple as it seem, letting go is the key. You being unable to let go would make thing complicated as you think about it. Whether it's simple, or complicated, See it as it is, no grasping, no attachment. Question in the end, how many want to see it as it is when we had the habitual mind to attach to "simple" and "complicated". No mood I want to skip attraction. No mood for it seriously... Saturday, August 13, 2011 HIM He will always be my Mr Simple, Blowing my mind and falling for him OVER and OVER again. YOU make me the Happiest and Most Fortunate girl!! I ♥ DLSIM (romantic enough bor?) Geylang Lorong 25,26. hehehe Today went to BCC for some studies. In the end I guess, the studies part was abit fail... hahaha!!! couldn't finish analysis the resort and come out with the travel activities... hmm, OH well. At least I had fun :) having dinner at Da Wan Zhou. yup, ordered the duck rice. it's was okay only but quality was better as compared to other vegeterian stall. Price was reasonable. Next time I will try their congee... hehehe.. was VERY FULL. So after that we went to old Manjusuri school.. It's a empty school and quite interesting old. by the windows and all. The school was quite big. Nice place actually if you what I mean hahahaha! I think this "nice place" only dedicated to jian hong, Qi hong and uncle zen hahaha!! they going cemetery tomorrow.. I hope to join them but my boy are more important... Boy still outfield LOL so long right... IKR... Super bored without him around, but quite happy because, I CAN GO GEYLANG... If he knows i went to GEYLANG, I think he will scold me... afterall, he don't like that place. Cute right, his perspective. But I still find Geylang attractive in it's very own way. It is super-ly interesting places and it's really exotic in Singapore! It another night city buzz... Okay, STOP it Rinna before you had attachment to that place! hahaha!! I love the place i am staying right now. a miniture geylang... All the cheap stuff, the people here and my neighbour!!!! hahaha! I still remember their faces when i injuried my leg.. hahaha!!! The uncles here even though many TIKOPEI, but they are cute in their way. Maybe they had never seen little girls and teen here. The hawker centre has many friendly stallholder and I really get benefit if i patron their stall!! CUTE! Really had a great time today.. Great food, Great place! GEYLANG HUAT AR!! Friday, August 12, 2011 ponder-ing Do little pet have heaven?? I hope the best for my friend piggy pui pui. Sadness pls go always for him and her. May everyone be well and happy May there be no unhappiness toward Death and Impermanent. RIP PuiPui. Tuesday, August 9, 2011 haven started REFLECTION REPORT ON FEM!!!! So tomorrow after going school to passed up MC.. I will guai guai go do my report. I PROMISE! Monday, August 8, 2011 Sweet moments don't last. Cherish it, but don't get attached to it. Hehehe, yup, reminding myself not to attached to my boy. I do feel sad the moment he said he had training on every Saturday for the month of August. That means I will only meet him on the Sunday when he book out at 9.30 am and he will bring me home at around 4.30pm. Hmm such a short time to see him for weeks... Let hope he had training only for this month. OKAY, now I am free for every Friday night, Saturday from this week onward. Awesome or NOT... Of course the latter.. Reflecting on my emotion toward my emotion, I am getting ATTACHED to HIM. Believing he is " REAL" hmm okay. It not that I don't love him... Just that I need to be mindful of my emotions and thoughts. I LOVE HIM! HAHAHA! I admit it. haha! I MISS HIM! another confession. He is very rough with my Blue blacks today... I scream and his mum was like: leave her leg alone, can you be gentle!!! hahahaha Cute mum he had. Awesome Dinner she had cooked for me :) tomorrow is NATIONAL DAY. Okay, my boy had to wait for a call for TURN OUT. That means I could only see him like I dunno know... Hope he had his Turnout LATE. OK! Enough of HIM ALREADY. I need my LES! hahaha! Thats all folk~ Now For the funny Pic! Serious Pic ok, this is freaking funny! ok end off with.. I LOVE U! Saturday, August 6, 2011 my leg is freaking swollen.. my shoe wooden cabit crumbled and hit on my leg. ankle twisted and the part from knee to my heels is swollow, blue back and having scars. The Pain was ARRGGGGGGGGRG! If it's wasn't my boy, I am no strong girl. Thank to him, I went to Tie Da . the sensei didn't do anything... Monday need to go back... my boy hand was blue black from my biting. the Alcohol swipe is seriously biting my flesh away.. I am freaking unlucky. but consider lucky too. Wednesday, August 3, 2011 Isolation Feeling weird this few day. I feel isolated. Being in my own world. This feeling is so hard to explain, but i am experiencing it. At least not in a painful and sad way. I am trying to appreciate it. Someday you will be gone in the world and you are back alone. Alone should be one of the thing you should be familiar of... Alone don't mean lonely.. Just being one person, doing things and thinking things through. I just hope to get out of the thinking. It's like thought flowing through. Don't really try to stop it but letting it flow and sees it. Some thing had really had me Grow up. I learn to understand people in many perpective and I am still learning. I can't blame them from being this way. However, staying that way will not make things happen. Some people just had to learn to be open and I am learning it too. MAYBE being OPEN and accepting comments are the factor to reduce Misconception and Misunderstanding. you should understand better Spent quite a lot today.. i need to save up like really... I am super nervous for tomorrow presentation. Seriously. today was fruitful :) went to tp and do work... tomorrow Hope everything go well!! Jiayous to my group mates and all!!!
ARE SIMPLY IMPERMANENT CHANGING from MOMENTS TO MOMENTS.