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Wednesday, June 15, 2011
missing my post? I had not been posting anything on my blog so missing my post? Anyway, alot of things had been happening thus i had no much time to post anything. Busy with school works, exams and other commitments. Yep, I admit that I am weak. Seriously. I just feel useless towards everything i do. sound pessimistic? I think I do. Recently, some flashback was coming back to me, affecting me a lot. Tried the eating method and it's fail. Didn't help me at all in forgetting. But meditation does seemed to work :) it's help me refresh and somehow, it's bring me some light just like the phrase " there's light at the end of the tunnel" .. oOps, Mr Edward comes back. So I decided to really do my part in helping the Sec 4 graduation and be committed. Why do i had this suddenly feelings.. Hmm, maybe Sherman and Matthew had Spur me on, seeing them make me feel that I had lost the self that i was back then. Somehow, I just want to find the responsible Me again. Youth is having Camp at UBIN!!! Sounds exciting, but there is nothing i can help with. Feeling left out maybe. Moreover, I had phobia in sitting boats and ship. Thanks to titanic! I was joking. I do have fear for weird things. I am weird myself. So with that, I guess I will not go for it... unless there are other means of transportation...however i really want to show some commitment and support, I dunno what I can do so I would just watch. Watch and learn. :) I could not find anyone of the same frequency to talk to, even my boyfriend. Not the feeling of Lonely, I had people to talk to everyday, But it's the feeling of emptiness in my life. There are some time that i wish i can be alone and talk to myself. I wants to find some answers to it. Because of this, i think i am being selfish toward my boyfriend. Sometimes instead of telling him, i just feel keeping quiet is better. I accept the differences within our frequency of "ideas". I know he will do anything for me and keep me occupied , but i guess i need time to be alone and this is the best thing he could give me since he in his camp:) look like it's gonna be a long post... I missed the time where I can help people. Every single moment where i can help, i will. Especially on the Streets. I feel Joy in helping. But there are always certain things that would comes to me. Some sights had made me feeling depress over. I do realise how fragile life could be. things come and go, similarly, I comes and go too. It's a normal phenomenal but I couldn't accept it even now. yup the most painful suffering is not being able to comprehend and realise impermanent. We are so indulge in our extreme luxury or extreme suffering, who will actually realise the middle path and attain ultimate happiness? Some will say the Buddha, which was correct but, do anyone know, All humans Can realise ultimate happiness too? difficult and hard. But more importantly was the determination and you want to before letting go of anything. I am nagging lika AH MAh. |
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